OK - so the date... hehe
I went on a date? Apparently! Don't really know what I'm doing at the moment to be honest!
God knows why I even did it, but for some reason she seems to like me - well I got this text when I got in "I had a great evening, thankyou - Was gonna email you but couldn't wait for PC as I'm shattered - Laughed so much! Just what I needed! Sleep well xxx"

Hmmm... seems to have gone ok then - she seemed to like me too. I have not had a woman like me for about 9 years! I was only going to stay an hour, and then I get in at 11:56pm after spending an hour chatting in the car park outside the corner shop in Winscombe.
You know what - I'm not such a bad old stick after all! And yeah - she kissed me - eek! I was crap! I was taken by suprise actually, so that's my excuse. Feels odd. Feels like I am being unfaithful. I know I'm not, but it is all rather weird. I don't know whether it's the fact another woman likes me or whether I just can't let go of the person who left me, but it is odd none the less.
She thinks I'm a crap kisser now anyway, so that's that! lol

Don't know how I feel right now - quite chuffed, but sad. Life is odd. Anyone have an instruction manual?